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19 June 2015

happy birthday, Emma!

Emma turned 3 at the beginning of the week, and I just can't get over how "big girl" she has gotten in the last 6 months.  I kept thinking of her as a fresh 2 year old until about last month when I had a moment of, "oh, wait...she's nearly 3.  Wow."  And that took me the rest of the month to accept.  

We had a wonderful day celebrating Emma.  I made her birthday cake pancakes for breakfast, we went to Chick Fil A for milkshakes for lunch, and then went to our neighbor's for dinner and cake.  Jesse and I gave her a little 3 wheeled scooter and helmet for her birthday, and decided that she should have it first thing in the morning so she could spend all day playing with it.  Which she did.  And we had several lovely conversations about sharing with Emma and Lily, as Lily was just devastate that the scooter wasn't hers.  It's been quite the adventure this week, working on this sharing: trying to explain that this present is Emma's, but Emma needs to share it, etc.  Lily asked at bedtime that night if she could please have a "pretty pink scooter and special helmet" for her birthday, just like Emma.  Jesse about sent her through the roof when he told her she could get purple, and I think she's been dreaming about her own purple scooter since then.


the "Hello Batman" cake, as she called it.



Emma and her slug. that she later sang to.
Kaylee was having a rough afternoon, and I was trying to just rock and console her at one point, trying to remain calm.  I looked up when I heard Emma come in and there she is, wearing a pair of my glasses. I about dumped Kaylee on the floor because I was laughing so hard. she is hilarious and she knows it.
 At three, Emma is so much fun.  She loves making us laugh, and does so intentionally with her antics.  Her best friends are her sisters.  She melts down when neither of her sisters are with her, and is forming a wonderful bond with Kaylee now, as well as with Lily.  She loves bugs, worms, caterpillars, and I think every animal she's ever met.  Emma is trying hard to keep up with Lily, and loves doing whatever Lily is doing.  Her favorite color changes by the day.  I'm 95% sure I never scheduled her a 3 year old well child visit, but I'm positive she and Kaylee weigh about the same thing, which is heavy.  I should probably schedule one...sorry Emma.  We are so thankful we have this little fireball and for all her silliness she brings to our family.
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12 June 2015

Lily isms 33

Emma holds a pretend phone to Jesse's ear:
Jesse: hello? Who is this?
Emma: Martin Van Buren.
Jesse: ...who?
Me: the president.
Jesse: well right!

Lily: let's play put the horse tail on the cow!

Me: what do you girls want for lunch?
Lily: grilled cheese sandwich!
Emma: grilled cheese! Because I am a girl.
Me: ...what? No, it's gRIlled cheese, not gIRled cheese...
Lily: yes, and boys can have it, too.
Me: ...

Lily: no, your old boots were green like Africa because Africa is really green.  Your new boots are blue like the sky.

Emma: look, Lily, a cow! It's so nice!

Lily: that tree fell on the toppest hill.

Lily: good thing I chose Green Lantern underwear!

Lily: where is that scallywag reindeer??!

Emma: how about you get me some hummus and I will sit in your chair? That's a perfect idea!

Emma: I REALLY have to go potty! I know, you can take me to the north pole to go potty!
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03 June 2015

hello June!

Well, here I am again.  Forever behind.

Eh. 

Today's excuse is that I am just sitting over here shocked and awed at my kids, watching them grow up instead of recording it here.  I'm going to wish later I'd done both, I'm sure, so that I will be able to look back and remember.  

Anyway.  Rick, Nikki and company came to visit for a few days, and it was just as much fun, if not more, than normal.  A year or so ago, after a fun/crazy visit- because there are 5 of them, 4 and under- we all acknowledged that one day, before too long, we'd be able to send the kids off to play and we'd be able to hold a conversation in full sentences instead of broken, sporadic thoughts that leave us sounding like we all have zero attention span and tourettes: "how are GET THAT OUT OF YOUR MOUTH you guys GET DOWN how is EMMA STOP, etc.  You know it is talking to adults with small kids.  And we may have arrived.  Lily and Emma had a great time playing with Noah and Bri in our toy room and just keeping themselves entertained.  Kaylee was in and out of the play, still wanting to be with me a lot since she doesn't remember the Brennan kiddos as well yet.  Our next milestone will be when we have 5 kids and 4 adults sitting down for a meal and we all stay seated during the whole meal.  Baby steps.  Our visits go too quickly, but they are always so fun and relaxing, and so much MORE fun watching the kids all interact.
fire and s'mores.

the kids all took turns spraying Lily and Noah with a hose, as they were the only ones who participated in getting soaked




NOT a fan.
this was so special to me.  I sometimes feel I am failing to really show Lily how important she is to me, especially now that she has two younger sisters and she's getting older.  she was NOT wanting to stay in bed this night, so I finally just brought her outside to spend some time, just her, with the adults.  we talked about constellations, looked at planets, shared s'mores and watched the fire flies.  she loved it.
Noah and Emma are two peas in a pod: Nikki and I had known this, but we saw it in full action so often this weekend.  this captures them so well. 

I don't remember why Lily was so mad here. but they were having such a nice little picnic. and then Jesse happened. 
In other news, the girls are all doing great.  Lily finished her soccer season and got a trophy, which I'm pretty sure was the highlight of her year so far. 
I just can't get over how much of a big girl she is.  She is so excited that she will be starting school in the fall, and we regularly talk about it.  Now if I could just stop being so ridiculously nervous about getting started and figure out how to homeschool, we'll be set.

Emma.  Oh my sweet, sweet, Emma.  She is in such an amazingly fun age, but when she's tired. she is NOT fun.  But we will focus on the good and fun: SHE LOVES WORMS.  Oh my word, does this girl love hunting worms, caterpillars, etc.  I am doing my absolute best to not pass my irrational fears onto my children, so when she found a caterpillar- one of those huge black gross ones with a bazillion legs, NO- she wanted me to carry it home for her.  I (as calmly as I could) told her no, if she wanted it for her "dead worm collection" (I wish I was making this up), she'd have to carry it home.  And so she did.  The entire half mile home, she chatted about putting it in her collection (that is fortunately non existent) and carried it the whole way.  Her favorite worm hunting buddy is one of our neighbor boys, and after they found a handful and it was time to leave, she absolutely melted down when I told her she couldn't bring them in the car.  Before you suggest it, I already asked Jesse to build her/the girls a worm farm so they could watch the worms.  For the record, worms are okay.  Caterpillars are not.  My rule is 0-4 legs are acceptable: more than 4 are NOT.

And tonight, as I was sitting talking to my neighbors, Lily came around the corner carrying a toad.  Which of course Emma wanted to bring home...we may have an animal/insect/thing lover.

Kaylee is finally through a really rough patch.  Jesse and I were so lost, and once in desperation one night that took us two hours of tag team to get her to sleep, he asked what in the world was wrong.  I gave the best answer I could: it could be teething, a growth spurt, upset stomach, a sleep pattern change, the days are longer, the sun was still up, she hadn't changed her sleep in 6 months, being done nursing completely..the list went on and on.  I cringed when I'd hear her in the night because I knew it would likely be multiple hours trying to figure out what was going on.  It was miserable.  Praise God she is back going down so easily and, sit down, sleeping through the night.  All of you blessed with kids that sleep through the night before they are one have no idea.  None of mine slept through the night until I was done nursing, BUT WE ARE THERE.  Such glory.  Now, if the other two didn't wake me up to go to the bathroom, have dreams or talk in their sleep..I MIGHT get a full night's sleep!
Anyway, Kaylee is so much fun.  She's so so silly and smart.  She knows a bunch of signs- most of which are animal signs- and has a handful of words in her vocabulary: no, cat, hot, Zeke, duck, fish, and this.  She also loves mooing which is my absolute favorite thing right now, and she will also yell "E-I-E-I-O" and neigh during Old McDonald, which her sisters sing with great gusto.

I'm loving watching them grow up together.  Lily and Emma recently learned Candyland and it is Lily's new favorite past time.

Jesse and I are doing fine.  He took last week off of work and stayed home to work on insulating the basement.  That project turned into "renovate Amber's laundry room," but that room is now completely (ish) done and he never has to take out the hot water tank, washer, dryer, toilet, etc., to work on that room again.  Hallelujah.  Mom and Dad H came for a few days last week and through the weekend so that Dad could help out with the project and Grandma helped keep the girls out of Grandpa and Daddy's hair while they worked.  I was exhausted and not feeling great, so it was nice to have everyone there to help with kiddos and keep us company!

That's about it from here, I started this post last week and obviously didn't get it posted then, so I lost my train of thought.  Nothing else too exciting to report!
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18 April 2015

Lily isms 32

Lily was looking at a coloring page, explaining who everyone was:
"this is me, and these are my grandparents...and this is my boyfriend that I will meet some day..."
--note: NO--

Lily: Kaylee, you're going to have to learn to control yourself.

Lily: let's play fight sword!
Emma: what's fight sword?!
Lily: that's where we are knights and we swing our umbrellas at each other!

Lily: oh Emma, you're just being a silly goose.

Emma: ok, ok, chill down.

Lily: Kaylee is unpredictable.

Lily: we have bones inside our skin hands.  But not in our cheekies.  Everyone has bones.  Except some people don't.
Me: what are those people called?
Lily: flat people.

while playing outside, Emma found a spider:
"GO AWAY SPIDER, I DON'T NEED YOU."

Lily: who is that lady with dark hair like Kaylee's daddy?

Me: you sure are talking a lot.
Lily: yes, girls talk a lot.

During Saturday morning Legos:
Lily: *points to a picture in the instructions* what's this mean?
Jesse: it means not to shoot people with the rocket.
*a few minutes later, Jesse of course shot me with the rocket to demonstrate to Lily how it worked*
Lily: DADDY! The instructions say not to shoot people and you shot Momma! Momma is people!
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17 April 2015

Easter and recent shenanigans.

Two updates in the same month?  What?

So we spent our Easter weekend in Findlay, I guess I never blogged about that.  Not too surprising, I haven't been the best about staying on top of this thing.  It was a nice weekend, fast and crazy with my whole family under one roof, but so fun and nice to see everyone, since we haven't gotten together since the beginning of December.  Lily and Emma loved seeing Cameron, and since he really is the first baby Kaylee has seen since she started being so mobile and remembering who people are, she was enamored by him.  Of course, she demonstrated this by smacking him on the head, pulling his hair and poking his eyes, but I think that just means, "I love you" in toddler/baby.  He didn't seem to realize it either.  

we practiced "soccer ball" with Poppo.  Lily didn't like it because Poppo kept getting in her way of the goal.  how dare he.

dying Easter eggs!  Lily was so concerned that we wouldn't be able to do this because Great Aunt Lynn wasn't there, but we assured her that while GAL makes it fun, it was still possible to dye eggs without her.
  


And we got our yearly family picture taken, thanks to RWaymanPhoto.
Emma just kills me in this picture.  Kaylee is practicing her "dreamy and looking off into the distance, pondering life" pose.  Lily looks SO big!
Outtakes: 
I asked Lily to sit on the steps so I could adjust my camera for the lighting.  She did with fabulous flair.
Uncle Rich wanted in on the lighting help, and I'm pretty sure Lily's face says it all: "THIS guy.  Ridiculous."
cheffing.
And then we stopped in Zanesville to see Grandma and Grandpa Hildebrand on the way home, and have another Easter egg hunt, because you can never have too many.  Lily was thrilled she found the golden egg and was the "winner," which she kept telling Emma.  "It's ok that I won the golden egg, Emma, I still love you."  "Do you want to see my golden egg?  It's very special."  etc.  We apparently need to explain humility and how annoying bragging is eventually.  But Emma took it like a champ and Lily let her hold The Egg too.
sumo baby, finding eggs.


oh, and we should also mention that when we stopped in on our way TO Findlay, Emma took a swim with the fishies in the fish pond.  Matt, Erin and I had a bet to see which of the Hildebrand grand daughters would swim first, and we unanimously agreed on Emma.  not like we were surprised at all, we've been expecting it, and I fell into a pond off a dock when I was little anyway, so it basically runs in the family.

Currently, we are all feeling under the weather in varying severity.  While they sound miserable with congestion and "cough-es," Lily, Emma and Kaylee are all acting just fine, including Emma bouncing everywhere like her typical, Tigger-ish self.  At the beginning of last week, Kaylee just seemed to be struggling to push a few more teeth through, but now it seems she has caught the snot the other two have.  So nice they share...I think they are on the upswing and trying to get over it, finally.

Lily started soccer last week!  It was so much fun, and I'm really looking forward to the next practices and games, assuming they don't get rained out...she had a big smile the entire time, until she didn't get to throw the ball in and then she had a major melt down.  The meltdown subsided at the end when snacks were passed out, and we chatted about the game and how next time, she certainly would be able to throw the ball in, as that seemed to be the biggest problem in her mind: "I was so happy waiting to throw the ball in and then I didn't get to!"  Jesse had stayed home with Emma and Kaylee, since we weren't sure how the first day would go and what to expect, so Lily thoughtfully, and on her own, saved a few of her Teddy Grahams to share with her sisters when we got home.  What a sweetheart.

Emma is heartbroken she doesn't get to play soccer.  Because of the cold/rainy weather and the fact we're still trying to get over colds, Jesse has been keeping Emma and Kaylee at home while I take Lily to soccer.   We are anticipating quite the adventure when we all go together.  Fortunately, there is a playground nearby, so if all else fails, Jesse or I can take Emma and Kaylee there for a bit.

Kaylee is just so funny and the little daredevil.  She has Emma's mischief and adventurous nature, which is obviously super fun, but also exhausting.  She's climbing onto everything now, as opposed to just the few low things of before.  Now, nothing is off limits.  Great.  She babbles up a storm and is trying a few words on occasion.  Still no "Momma" or "Dada" which doesn't really matter to me, she knows who I am, but she does say "uh-oh, no, hot, duck, fish, this" and the new favorite Lily taught her from yesterday, "boo" which is hilarious.  Leave it to my kids to say "duck" before "Momma."  I'm 95% sure Emma did the same.

And now just two pictures I took recently that make my heart smile: 

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01 April 2015

guys. it's April.

Well, it's been so long since I posted an update, I don't even know what the last one was about.  I apparently had started a wonderful, "my child is the best thing since sliced bread" post, that unfortunately is going to the trash.  You all know by now my children are the best things ever, so do I need to point it out again?  I joke, of course, every quality parent thinks their child is absolutely brilliant, wonderful, smart, funny, etc.  The whole package.  And not to be outdone, my children are absolutely all those things.

I will now be basing what this post needs to be about and where I left off on the pictures I found on my camera...from who knows when.  And the sad thing is, it's been almost 2 months, I think, since I did a solid update.  At least. 
Kaylee is doing great.  She is trying so hard to keep up with Emma and Lily, and the majority of the time, they are thrilled to have her in the mix.  Kaylee is going up stairs like a pro and down a bit more timid, but she's definitely getting the hang of it.  I was talking to a friend, and I commented that I always felt so much better once the girls were proficient at going up and down stairs because I didn't have to worry about them near stairs nearly as much.  Sure, they still fall, but honestly, so do I, and how long have I been going up and down stairs?  She also thinks climbing on everything she can is pretty great.  Fortunately, she has a big sister who thinks picking her up and setting her back on the floor is also great, which makes it easier on me haha thanks, Lily!  Kaylee is picking up sign language pretty quickly, so I'm trying to throw some more into the mix, which I really need to step up my game so that Lily and Emma can be learning also.  At a few days shy of 14 months:
  •  she eats everything, though Goldfish and pizza seem to be her personal favorites;
  • is trying to run which is HILARIOUS and about my favorite thing until she starts to jump, because I also love jumping;
  • speaking of jumping, she can certainly bust a move when the girls all do their Monkey Dances for us.  I'll work on a video.  Yes, I am referring to the Monkey Dances where if you get locked out of a room/house/car, you must dance to gain entry...that is alive and strong at the Hildebrand house, for all you MVNU soccer alumni who were curious;
  • LOVES to be outside.  Not that I'm surprised, her sisters did too, and we are outside a ton so they don't really get a choice.  I've heard of kids not liking the feeling of grass, and I don't know if that's just because I'm unsympathetic and throw my kids in the grass early on and barefoot or I just lucked out, but we have no problems with grass, dirt, mud puddles, rain puddles...  She does have sensitive piggies walking on the gravel, but I'll let that slide.  Actually, I bet by the end of summer and she's running across it like the other two; 
  • babbling up a storm.  She is pretty proud of her sounds and if you use your imagination, there are a few words in there.  Lily and Emma didn't talk early, and while incredibly vocal, Kaylee doesn't seem too interested in using words either.  So besides, no, oh! and Zzzz (Zeke), we don't go for much in the way of words.  And no, besides "Zzz" I don't count it unless my kids intentionally say a word and put it with a person/place/thing.  If she's babbling and says Momma or Dadda and is looking at the wall, doesn't count.  So there.

we've been building a lot of forts. this particular one took place in Kaylee's crib with a fitted sheet over it.  she was incredibly confused.
So we also got snowed in.  In February.  We had a great time playing in it and I cannot believe I never posted anything about that.  It was frigid cold, we did nothing but stay inside with short busts of outdoor play, but since the snow was Emma's waist, the girls didn't last too terribly long out there.
 I also had a birthday in March.  Woohoo.  I joke that I feel it's just a little too sad to make my own birthday cake, and typically, Jesse will bring me home a cookie cake or ice cream cake or something.  However this year, I made a cake and let the girls decorate it.  And it was so much fun, I think it may be a yearly thing.  They always want to help decorate when I'm doing their cakes, but I always have a picture in my head of what I want and don't want their help- just being real here.  They LOVED decorating my cake, and it looked just as good as you'd imagine.
Emma is so much fun.  She is funny, has a very easy laugh, loving, energetic, compassionate, adventurous...the list just goes on and on.  When she's tired, she turns a little Mr. Hyde, but at least we know what to expect.  I can't believe she'll be 3 in June.  Her vocabulary has really taken off the past 6 months, and her enunciation is just are incredible.  She still struggles with some sounds, like "L," but she really makes a great effort and you can hear her working it out.  She still calls Lily, "Yil-Lay," which only Emma may call Lily- I've tried and she glares at me- and Kaylee is either "sweet baby Kaylee," "Trouble," or "Kayla."  Eh.  Whatever.  She loves playing with Lily and doing everything she does, so we've hit a bit of a snag here recently when Lily has started doing things Emma isn't old enough for.  Up to this point, they have done everything together, for as far as Emma can remember.  There have been a handful of trips to the store with just Emma and Daddy, but 99% of the time, they are together and know that's how it should be.
Lily just is so mature and grown up.  Some days, I look at her in these big girl clothes and just can't get over the fact she's so big.  She is brilliant, obviously, sweet and caring, the best big sister to Emma and Kaylee, and so so silly.  We did a short stint of swimming lessons with her...sometime...I don't remember when.  She wasn't impressed.  She wanted to get in the water and swim, and not be kept waiting for instruction.  We are starting her in soccer next week, and I'm ecstatic.  We went shopping for some soccer equipment and oh my word the tiny little soccer shorts.  Too adorable.  New favorite things.  The smallest socks I could find still go up to her hips, but she looks pretty fabulous in her purple shorts, red socks and pink soccer ball.  For reasons unknown, she refers to her cleats as "soccer team players," and I obviously am not correcting that one.  I'll probably be THAT mom who takes a bazillion pictures at the first practice and game, so be prepared.
 That isn't an apology.

Mom and Dad swung by on their way home from visiting their 50th state!
Everything is going just fine here, nothing too exciting to report.  We're all loving the nicer weather, and the girls and I have been outside playing as much as we can.  The girls and I have also been going on walks down to a bridge up the road, with Kaylee in the backpack, and Emma and Lily walk the whole way.  I need to actually see how far it is, but I'd guess we are walking somewhere between 3/4-1 mile, which is great for a 2 and 4 year old.  Lily walks Zeke for me most of the time, and we stop to admire the water running down the hills, different leaves and rocks that we see, listening to which birds are making the calls, examining deer prints in the mud, counting signs, looking at colors...everything we can think of.  On one particularly nice day, we heard a huge commotion of what I guessed to be frogs, but man they were loud.  A whole batch of them must have hatched not too long before, because I'd never heard such a frog racket before.  The pond they were in was pretty far down a hill, but I tried pointing out the dark shapes swimming in the water to the girls anyway.
I was making dinner in the kitchen and heard giggling.  I looked out the window and saw these two jokers.
That's about it, I guess!
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